A N T I C I P A T I N G --- yet trying to live life in the moment

March 27, 2006

Pan Three Years Later

March 29, 2006

Inaugural Post -- such pressure.

I will be brief.

Female, 30's, possible mid life crisis, living in NY and loving it most of the time. I have a non-creative admin. job that enables me to have a pretty freakin decent life, no bling, no limos, plenty of pairs of shoes and an occasional 5 star hotel. The rent is promptly paid and I can always afford a cocktail.

My street approval rating (number of guys that glance, stare, smile, stutter) is up. Superficial shit like looks and cash flow are not the issue.

But, there are always issues.

I came to NY to write, partied a ton instead, managed to have 5 or so useless boyfriends and ended up in Corporate, New York/USA. I type a lot and sort through email and paper. (Please read in a robot voice: I am proficient in excel and always report to work on time)... Enter crisis.

Just need more, will keep you posted on how I'm finding it.